Doing this in mid-night

I am in love with surfing the Internet in the middle of the night.
Really in the middle of the night...
Though i may get flu, mosquito bites or frozen, i am still enjoying being actively in the middle of the night.
Just now, i even asked my roommate~PEI SAN aka. A Dai to wake me up, just to online. Terrible, right? I mean my 'sickness'! Haha......

What to do?
The feel of doing this in the middle of the night is extremely good except that the 'fierce' mosquitoes......Haha.....
What to do? I just love doing it!

There is another benefit of doing this in the middle of the night. Usually, i will be refreshed after surfing the Internet. Hehe, feeling best when i have exam tomorrow. It gives me more energy to study!

Well, you may think i am insane. Yet, i am enjoying it.

Haha.....
Feeling excited to join my cousin's wedding.......
I will be back to Ipoh on 1st of December. I will have to attend her wedding dinner immediately when i am back.
Nervous......
I have bought a new dress for this dinner. (I have never wear this kind of attire to a dinner before.) I feel very nervous since i rarely wear skirt. And this one is definitely a SKIRT......
PLUS, i will be wearing a high-heel for that dinner.
How am i going to walk like a lady?
PAISEH......
I am so...................................nervous!
Skirt + High-heel = Problem
(I mean for me as a person who has never wear this kind of attire before.)
Hopefully i may get through this 'safely'. Then, i will be on top of the world!!!!!
Wahaha......

EAT PORK

I went out for dinner at Changlun last night. I enjoyed my dinner very much since i got to eat pork last night. (Haha... I miss pork very much....)

I managed to eat 'ku lou yuk' last night... But the thing is, the 'ku lou yuk' in Changlun is not like the one i always eat in Ipoh. Instead of the tomato sauce that we used to eat in Ipoh, this one is 'black' color. Different places using the same name for a different food. If i don't go out to eat outside, i think i won't know this thing forever. How 'palia' i am? (If you don't know what is palia, ask your 'Hokkien' friends!) Haha..

UUM students, always go out to Changlun for food. This is a reality!!!

One subject left

I just finished my second last subject yesterday.
TIRED.........
However, my mood turned better after yesterday's paper.
I am satisfied with my performance on that paper.
Hopefully i can get good results for this paper.

Now i have only 1 subject left.
I have to do my best to get good results for this subject.
I will just concentrate on my studies and do my best.

Wish me luck!

Don't post comment for this post

I just finished my account exam.
All is over!
Nothing can be changed now.
There is one thing that can be changed-------my thought
May be i should be happy ....
Since it has over.
Yet, i can't do it.
I am sad.
I am damn sad.
I don't believe that i couldn't finish my paper.
I just couldn't believe this.
Why is this happening?
I am sure that i knew how to do the questions. (Should i feel happy?)
Yet, i got no time to finish them all. (I am angry with myself!)
I didn't manage my time properly, i know.
What to do?
Now i can't change anything.
Regret!!!!!

To anybody who see this post:

Please don't post any comment to me!
Please don't ask me why!
Just don't do it!
You can look at it!
You can even scold me!
But please don't write comment for me!
Thanks......

Don't read this!

This is no good.
I am too stressed in this few days.
I am exhausted!
I am totally out of energy.
I feel so tired.
I just don't have the mood to study!
No one can help me, i think.
No one........
I need nobody.
I am not sure.........
I have been asking people's help all this while, especially after i got into university.
Why am i so useless?
I thought i am good, but may be i have overlooked at myself.
I am not good enough to be considered as good.

DON'T GIVE UP

Recently, i have been busy with my exam. Two days later, i will have to face with MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING. (a subject which scares me a lot) That why i am busy doing a lot of exercises. Accounting is not a difficult subject, but it is a subject which requires a lot of practices. Me, as a person who has never had a basic in this accounting field, will have to work harder than the others to get a good results in this subject. Hopefully, with my hard work, i may at least get an A- in this subject. (A- is good but A is the best.....HAHA)

After managerial accounting, i will have another 2 subject waiting for me ( basics of entrepreneurship & social science). Basics of entrepreneurship is on the 21th of Nov which is the day after my managerial accounting. I am quite worried since i feel that i won't have enough time to study it thoroughly. SWEAT, MAN! Anyway, i just want to release my tension through blogging. Life still goes on.
'Ga Yao!!!!!!!!!' DON'T GIVE UP!

Sad n sorrow.....

I have no idea what is happening to me!!!!!

I just received a bad news last night. (May be for others, this is no big deal. However, it means a lot to me.) All of the old students are involved in the TRANSITION which will be implemented next year. I just don't understand why are they changing and changing. Just a week before, they announced that all the old students are excluded for this program, but now they say a different thing. Which one is true???? Which one should we follow???

I am a sensitive person. When i have been very closed to someone, i just hate to be apart. A bond is strong, yet it is breakable. The relationship of two person may be diminished due to this happening. Who is responsible for that?

May be i should ask myself to set a distance for my friends. Just stay behind the border line! Then, if anything happens, i won't be this 'HURT'.

Please come back!

I don't like to be what i am now!! I am so so so......LAZY!
Lazy to study!
Lazy to do anything!
I completely lost my passion!

Where is the YENG YENG who is energetic????
Where is she?????????????

Please come back, my passion!
I need you!!!!!!!!
PLEASE.....................

Yeah! Yeah! I finished my maths....

Today. i went for my QQM exam. I managed to finish it 1 hour earlier than the given time. I was quite shocked as i was leaving at that time because there were lots of people still busy doing their papers. I was feeling like a bit weird.....

Last night, i slept around 6:30am (or should i say is was in this morning? Haha..) I just couldn't sleep last night due to some 'mental' problem. I was too excited to sleep last night. Eventually, i slept at 6:30am and woke up at 7:35am. When i was sleeping last night, i kept dreaming about my maths formulas. I scared that what i had memorised suddenly went off, then i would surely be dead. Haha....

This is so called 'siao lang'. Haha...
( If you know Hokkien, you know what i mean.)

Sweat.....

I will be taking my managerial maths in about 10 hours. So nervous!!
I think i will be having insomnia tonight.
I still have lots of books to be studied.
I still have 4 subjects more after tomorrow's exam. I just don't know how am i going to finish studying all of them.
SWEAT!!!!!!!!!

Frustrated

My mood to study lost again......
I have lots and lots of books to be studied. However. i just don't have the mood or energy to study.
WHO CAN HELP ME???????

I still have 5 subjects in my final exam. Managerial Maths, Priciples of Economy, Managerial of Accounting, Basics of Entrepreneurship and Social Science. I just don't have enough time to study each of them thoroughly. Now i have just finish studied my managerial maths, and a few chapthers in the principles of economy. I just don't understand why am i so lazy!!!!! It makes me really frustrated.....

LIfe is like this!

Nothing is impossible!

I was told that students of my semester (Semester 1 student) are required to move to other colleges in a different area. Since our university is implementing what so called TRANSITION. It is an implementation of changing of 15 faculties into 3 colleges. Under this implementation, students of different faculties will be grouped into 3 main colleges. According to the authorities, this implementation is to help students to know and learn more of their courses. Since people of the same course will be grouped together in one college,students are easier to meet with with their course mates. It is true that we will find easier to meet with our course mates for discussion and doing assignment. Nevertheless, by doing this, we will not able to learn more things. Taking me as an example. I am taking BA of Entrepreneurship but a few of my seniors are taking Management of Technology, Multimedia Technology and more. I can always ask them things that are not in my course. I really learn different things from them.

Learning is not just learning one particular thing, but it is all. We as human being are not able to know all the things in this world. But no matter what, we are still able to learn as much as we can. This is LIFE.....

Thanks!

I feel relieved now since i know that my father's leg is not that serious. He will be fine if he follows what doctor has said. I can really concentrate on my studies now!

I nearly cried last night thinking about him. I really worry about him until i couldn't study. Luckily i have my seniors beside me. Although they couldn't help me, they still able to make me feel better. I am blessed to have them.

I think i just owe them a THANKS.

To my seniors (you know who you are):

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

Water crisis is over!!!

Happy......

I feel happier today because my college has water again!
The feeling when touching the water is so.............NICE!
During this few days, i experienced a new challenge ~ WATER CRISIS
Due to this water crisis, i learn that the importance of water ( although i had been writing essays of 'the importance of water' ). This time, i really get the 'essence'.
No water, no bathing!
No water, no drinking!
No water, no eating!
No water, people sure will die!!!!!

PEOPLE WHO VIEW MY BLOG, PLEASE APPRECIATE EVERY DROP OF THE WATER YOU ARE USING!!!

Asking to myself; Answering to myself

Here i am. I am talking to myself!!!!!!

Dear Yeng Yeng,

How are you today?
Are you happy today?
Anything that makes you feel unhappy?
What is your energy level?



Dear Yeng Yeng,

I am replying to what you have asked just now.
I am fine today.
I am not that happy today.
My college has no water due to some pipe construction at Jitra.
My energy level has increase from yesterday's 0% to today's 10%.

I am still not feeling good.
I am worry for my father. He hurt his leg during work.
Hope that he can fully recover as soon as possible.

Hopefully.............

Never give up! Life is beautiful!

Lately,i have been facing with lots of tension. I have just taken the first subject for my final exam yesterday. The subject that scares me the most - TAMADUN ISLAM DAN TAMADUN ASIA.

Actually, i don't understand the purpose for us taking this subject. I personally think that it is weird for us - the Non-Muslim, to learn this subject. I know that many have the same feeling too. But no matter how we dislike it, we are forced to accept the truth that we need to read it!

Well, all this is over!!!!!!!

What i have to do now is just get myself be prepared for the coming papers. When i have the heart to do it, i strongly feel that it will become a success. Now i just pray that i am still able to keep my 'fire' of studying.

Anything is possible for me, as long as i have the heart to do it. And now, i have the heart!!!

Good luck to me!!!!!!!!! Never ever give up!!!!!!!

GoGo Nicki!!!!!!!!