Sorry, pui.

I am so angry with myself, being crazy and mad.
I have made her angry.
My stupid action had actually hurt her.
I keep blaming myself for what i had done to her.
That's why, i cried, that night.
She has forgave me.
But then, i just feel that i can't forgive myself.
I am so useless.
I am stressed, but then i can't cope with it.
In fact, i have made it worse.
I made myself more stressful.
Then, i hurt people.
What have i done to her, or, to THEM?
Making people sad, angry, and tired.
I am so useless.

WoRRy....

Feeling sooooooooo.......worry!
Worry about everything!
Worry for her!
Worry for myself!
Worry for others!

First, worry for HER!
She is so stubborn.
It is so clear that she is not feeling well.
When we asked her, she denied it.
Today, we forced her to go to see doctor.
At first, she refused. STUBBORN!
Then, when we showed her our 'power', she was taken by us.
Walking to PKU, under a rather hot sun, i pity her.
But then, what to do?
Have to go, by hook or by crook.
When we reach there, we were like....shit,it is closed!
What to do? Have to wait for it to be opened.
She kept on asking Pei San and me to go back.
Reasons?
Didn't want to waste our time...STUBBORN
So, how can i not worry for her?

Second, worry for MYSELF!
I don't have the passion to study.
Until now, non.
I know that i should have started my revision much earlier.
But then, i can't.
I just don't know why.
Everyday, my life is like meaningless.
Why am i describing it as meaningless?
Well, you may digest it yourself.
Wake up - Eat - Study(for a short period only) - Sleep(again) - Eat(again) - Study(much much shorter period) - Eat(don't know what for i eat so much) - Sleep(this time i will sleep until the next day)
WORRIED....

Third, worry for OTHERS!
This is me! BUSYBODY..
Even when things are non of my business, i still want to know.
When i got to know others problems, i would want to be involved(like a 'geh po').
Sometimes, give some suggestions.
Sometmes, let myself be involved, physically.
I am BUSYBODY. Definitely.

Crazy + Mad + Insane

We are definitely mad...
Sleeping for almost half a day.
After that, feeling regret.
So started to do revision.
Not even an hour of revision, we started to feel sleepy.
Hahaha.........
Have to figure out solution to solve this problem, right??
Well, finally came out with a solution - exercise.
Actually, we had planned to exercise in the evening, around 6pm.
Nevertheless, forced to do so earlier...Much much earlier....
We went for jogging around 4.45pm
Too bad...Just the two of us... Mad.
Crazy and insane.
After jogging, we head to FTM (Faculty of Information Technology) just to surf the Internet.
Really crazy...both of us.
What to do?
We are having final exams leh.....

Desperately hoping for it!

Life is really lethargic.
6 hours of sleep, cumulated for two days.
I think i am going to die very soon.
I was in consternation when i heard that there would be no more places for the subjects which i needed desperately.
3 subjects, at a single glance, all gone.
What the hell is going on?
It is heart-broken when you look at the thing that you want lost in just a simple glance.
Oh my god...
Praying hard for the subjects...
Repaid by a huge disappointment...
Life is really tiring.
This is a reality!
Even when you work extra hard, when you give extra passion on something, it doesn't appear that what you have done gives you what you actually hope.
This is my case.
Having known this bad news, i am down into a dilemma.
Hopefully the other subjects which i wish to add are still available!

Be prepared before you go for an interview!

Given an offer for applying a local scholarship, I am blessed.
However, it is just an offer for application.
Nothing is certain.
I know.
Wish for it.
A friend told me that i have to be prepared for the interview session.
Preparing for those common, yet tricky questions.
You have to be outstanding among your competitors.
How can you do that?

Well, you may want to try this...
1. Think and guess what kind of questions will they ask.
2. Think of those common and dull answers. Wait a minute! This step should be avoided during your preparation process.
3. Based on those questions which they probably will ask, you have to think of the answers which
are creative. What I mean here is, your answers shouldn't be rather same as those others may easily think about.
4. With all your answers, head for the interview session!